Wow...Its been a long time since I blogged. So much has happened. Short story is my husband and I are back together and all is well.

The biggest lesson I think I've learned is that when you really let go and actually give it to God you can see him working! He REALLY does answer prayers, not always in our time or how we want, but he does!

The hardest thing I've had to do in the last year was say goodbye to a friend I've known for quite a long time. Not very many people can understand my reasoning and I can understand it because it was quite an extreme move for me. I don't like change and I especially hate knowing people think negatively of me, but I needed to do something extreme if I really wanted to change my life. I had to dig deep and discover what was my biggest obstacle to becoming a better and stronger me and that was my friendship with this person. Being friends with her was just not healthy for me.

Since severing that friendship my husband came home, I've become a stronger person and more sure of myself as a mother, a nurse and a wife. I wonder how many people could improve their lives if they'd only let go of a friendship that is truly pulling them under?